ENTER MY JOURNEY’S INSIGHT!
THE ENTRY ABOUT JASON (IN BOLD) WAS THE MOST DIFFICULT TO WRITE, AS I DESCRIBE HOW IT FELT TO LOSE MY CHILD. IT IS POST #33.
TO MAKE IT EASIER FOR ANYONE WANTING TO READ ABOUT MY HEALING PROCESS RELATED TO GRIEF, I HAVE INDICATED THOSE POSTS IN BOLD ITALICS. SONG STORIES ARE IN BLUE.
MY REVELATIONS OCCURRED OVER TIME, SO IT MIGHT BE MOST HELPFUL TO READ ENTRIES CHRONOLOGICALLY.

One of my favorite paintings is this assortment of Brach Candies, which was done as a “portfolio piece.” I love color and reflections!
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#3 CAPABLE SONGWRITER, JUST NOT CONTEMPORARY
#4 REDISCOVERING WHAT I LOVE TO DO – PART 1
#5 TENNIS, THE THREAD IN THE FABRIC OF MY LIFE
#7 NO INKLING OF A DISINGENUOUS TONE
#11 SHUTTING UP THE RACQUET IN MY HEAD
#14 I OPENED THE BOX; THERE WERE TEARS WERE INSIDE
#16 MY CONTINUING CALM RECOVERY
#19 EVERYONE’S DEPENDING ON ME
#20 I AM THE SANDWICH – PART 1
#21 I KNOW I’M LEARNING WRITE OR WRONG
#22 OPENING THE GATES TO OUR HEARTS
#24 MY RETREAT FROM WITHDRAWAL TO REFUGE
#25 HEALING THE DAUGHTER’S HEART
#28 MUSIC, NOTES OF SILENCE NOTED IN MY LIFE
#29 FLYING COLORS IN AN ARTIST’S LIFE
#30 FILTER ISLAND; ADRIFT IN THE SEA OF LIFE
#31 THE WELL OF TEARS MAKES ME WELL
#33 JASON MARK, HE LEFT HIS MARK
#35 I COULDN’T SAVE MY CHILD; WHAT WILL SAVE ME?
#37 THE SAND & THE SEA, TEN YEARS LATER
#39 FROM MOTHER BEAR TO DAUGHTER BEAR
#41 THE WONDERFUL METAPHORS – PART 1
#42 LISTS, LISTING AND LISTLESS
#46 MUSIC, WRITING & FRIENDSHIP
#47 DIARY OF A SENSITIVE HEART
#48 HOW WE DON’T CARE – PART 1
#49 A DAUGHTER’S LOVE – PART 1
#50 A PERFECT DAUGHTER, I’M NOT
#51 ILLUSTRATING MY LIFE LESSONS THROUGH ART
#53 MY TEACHER & INSPIRATION IN MY LIFE
#56 MY LYRICS SOAR, WHILE MY HEART EXPLODES
#58 I’LL NEVER FIND ANOTHER YOU
#62 ONLY TEARS – PART 1
#66 HARMONY, FRIENDSHIP, & COMFORT, PART 1
#68 HARMONY, FRIENDSHIP, & COMFORT, PART 2
#84 I’M NOT A POSTER CHILD ANYMORE
#85 SOMEONE I NEVER DREAMED I’D FIND
#94 IT ALL SEEMED SO REAL – PART 1
#95 A DAUGHTER’S LOVE – PART 3
#97 TO HAVE COURAGE OR BEAK CAREFUL
#99 THIS ONE IS LIFELONG;THE MUSIC IS FOREVER
#102 YOU’LL HAVE NEVER GONE AWAY
#104 WHAT YOU’VE MEANT TO ME – PART 1
#105 BORDERING ON BREAKING OUT
#106 A DAUGHTER’S LOVE – PART 4
#107 THE MUSIC IN MY HEART – PART 1
#111 I’VE LIVED AMIDST BROKEN HEARTS
#112 WITH THE PASSAGE OF YEARS
#120 THE TIMES IT TORE MY PRIDE
#121 A DAUGHTER’S LOVE, PART 5
#122 MY PAIN WAS OVERCOME BY HEART-TORN LYRIC
#123 WHEN YOU’VE LEFT, YOU’LL STILL BE WITH ME
#124 ALL MY LIFE NEVER PREPARED ME FOR THIS MOMENT
#127 JUST A TUNE TO TELL YOU – PART 1
#128 SEEMS LIKE MY WHOLE LIFE I’VE WAITED
#129 I CAN’T EXPRESS WHAT IS NOT REAL
#133 I DON’T UNDERSTAND WHAT HAPPENED
#136 THE VERY FIRST SONG I EVER WROTE
#137 YOU’RE NOT THE ONE – PART 1
#139 THE PAIN YOU’LL JUST HAVE TO BEAR
#142 BESIDE ME ALWAYS – PART 2
#144 REDISCOVERING WHAT I LOVE TO DO – PART 2
#145 DISCOVERING NEW THINGS TO DO
#147 AUTUMN RECOLLECTIONS AND ALONE
#152 WHAT WE HAD IS STILL SPECIAL TO ME
#153 WE’LL STILL FEEL THIS LOVE
#154 HOPING I’LL SEE YOU AGAIN, PART 1
#155 HOPING I’LL SEE YOU AGAIN, PART 2
#157 THE PAINS AND JOYS OF WHAT WE ARE
#160 DANCE OF DEMENTIA, PART 2
#161 MUSIC AND JOY NOW FILLED HER SOUL
#163 ONE DAY SHE SHARED HER PAIN INSIDE
#164 FADING THROUGH PASSAGES OF MY LIFE
#167 A PERFECT IDEA FOR A POST
#168 SOMEHOW I’M STILL PLAYING
#169 A DEEP, DARK EMPTINESS IS THERE
#170 WHAT IS LEFT SINCE YOU DIED
#171 WHEN I REALIZED YOUR ABSENCE WAS REAL
#172 TO FACE WHAT THE FUTURE BRINGS
#173 THE AMPUTATION OF MY SOUL, PART 1
#174 WAITING FOR SOMEONE TO EASE MY PAIN INSIDE
#175 THE AMPUTATION OF MY SOUL, PART 2
#176 A SOMBER GRAY SKY DARKENS ABOVE
#177 I REMEMBER YOU STILL LOVE ME
#178 LAUGHTER AND TEARS – PART 1
#179 IT JUST GETS HARDER EVERY TIME
#184 SO MANY THINGS I WANTED TO TELL YOU
#185 IT MIGHT BE TOO LATE TO GIVE IT A TRY
#187 THE MUSIC IN MY HEART – PART 2
#188 WE BOTH CRIED FOR OUR SUFFERING
#190 I PRAY THAT THESE THINGS NEVER END
#192 DON’T KNOW HOW I LIVED WITHOUT YOU
#193 MUSIC BECOMES MY TRUE COMPANION
#194 I NEVER DREAMED IT’D HAPPEN
#195 I STILL REMEMBER THE LAUGHTER WE SHARED
#196 I’VE ALWAYS KNOWN, I’M NOT ALONE
#199 I PICKED YOU UP WHEN YOU FELL DOWN
#201 SHARING JOY AND MY HEARTACHE, TOO
#202 I’M FILLED WITH TOTAL SERENITY
#203 WHEN YOU WERE BORN, I CAN’T EXPLAIN
#204 NO WORDS FOR YOU – PART 1
#206 I ACHE AND WONDER WHERE YOU WENT
#210 SOMEHOW I’M STILL PLAYING
#212 IN QUIET SHADE OF SYCAMORES
#213 LONELINESS FILLED MY DREAMS
#214 I SING FROM MY HEART, PART 2
#219 SHE SANG AND HER TEARS DRIED
#222 YOU’LL SURROUND ME IN THE BREEZE
#224 I ALWAYS KNEW THAT I HAD YOU
#226 EVERY SEASON YOU COME BACK TO ME
#228 COMFORTED, CARESSED, HELD SECURELY
#229 THE WONDERFUL METAPHORS – PART 2
#230 I PICTURED YOUR SOUL SOARING FREE
#234 LIFE AND DEATH ARE A MYSTERY
#236 ALL MY LIFE I HAD HOPED YOU WOULD STAY
#238 I LONG FOR YOU TO HOLD ME
#247 WHEREVER YOU ARE, MY LOVE WON’T BE FAR
#250 BESIDE ME ALWAYS – PART 3
#251 I GO TO PLACES THAT HEAL ME
#259 DRIFTING DREAMS IN A COOL, WISPY SKY
#260 BESIDE ME ALWAYS – PART 4
#261 THE GIFT THAT I WAS GIVEN
#263 MORE THAN YOU KNOW – PART 2
#264 MY LIFE BECAME CLEAR – PART 1
#265 I LET GO OF FEAR – PART 1
#267 THROUGH MY MUSIC – PART 2
#269 I KNEW I’D BE OKAY – PART 1
#272 IT ALL SEEMED SO REAL – PART 2
#275 YOU CAN’T STAY AND SOON YOU’LL BE GONE
#279 OUR LOVE REMAINS WITH EACH TEAR
#282 HOW HARD IT IS JUST SAYING GOODBYE
#283 I’LL STILL SEE YOUR LOVE EVERYWHERE
#296 MY LIFE BECAME CLEAR – PART 2
#303 IT FEELS SO DARK; THE SKY IS GRAY
#304 I’M READY TO LIVE ON MY OWN
#306 YOU HOLD ME UP SO I WON’T FALL
#309 I OFTEN DREAMED OF WHAT COULD BE
#310 WHEN NOISE TURNED TO MUSIC
#314 ALL I HAVE LEFT AFTER THE DEATH OF MY CHILD
#315 HOW CAN MY HEART EVER HEAL?
#318 HOW WILL I EVER SAY GOODBYE?
#320 I KNOW THAT SOON YOU WILL LEAVE ME
#322 I’LL LIVE WITHIN MY BROKEN HEART
#325 ALL I COULD FEEL WAS PAIN
#327 YOU’LL TOUCH SO MANY OTHERS
#333 IT FEELS SO DARK, THE SKY IS GRAY – PART 2
#336 I AM THE SANDWICH – PART 2
#337 THE WONDERFUL METAPHORS IN MY LIFE – PART 3
#339 FINDING MY VOICE – PART 2
#341 YOUR HAND WAS THE ONE HOLDING MINE
#342 I OPENED MY EYES AND I CLOSED THEM AGAIN
#348 WITH ALL THIS PAIN, I CAN’T REMAIN – PART 1
#349 WITH ALL THIS PAIN, I CAN’T REMAIN – PART 2
#352 MY WORLD WAS FILLED WITH SONG
#353 HER HEART BECAME MY HEART
#354 EVERYTHING LED ME TO THIS PLACE
#358 LAUGHTER & TEARS – PART 2
#360 I KNEW LOSING YOU WOULDN’T BE EASY
#363 YOU’RE NOT THE ONE – PART 2
#370 ALL YOUR STRENGTH IS IN ME
#372 COLORS AND SOUNDS FILLED ME WITH DELIGHT
#374 IT FEELS SO DARK – PART 3
#377 ONE DAY, YOUR PAIN WILL GO AWAY – PART 1
#378 ONE DAY, YOUR PAIN WILL GO AWAY – PART 2
#381 DEMANDING AN APOLOGY VS. FORGIVENESS
#385 I LIVED WEARING A BLINDFOLD
#386 I WAS BLESSED TO BE HEALED – PART 1
#387 I WAS BLESSED TO BE HEALED – PART 2
#389 I SEE A RAINBOW THROUGH MY TEARS
#391 WHEN THE SHEETS ARE STILL
#393 I KNEW I’D BE OKAY – PART 2
#394 MY SOUL I WOULD RESTORE – PART 1
#395 YOU UPLIFT, YOU ARE MY GIFT
#396 MY SOUL I WOULD RESTORE – PART 2
#397 I’M GRATEFUL FOR THE GIFT I WAS GIVEN
#400 MY JOURNEY IN SIGHT – PART 1
#401 MY JOURNEY IN SIGHT – PART 2
#402 YOU WHISPER IN MY EAR TO HEAL
#403 I HEAR YOUR VOICE INSIDE MY HEAD
#406 MY JOURNEY IN SIGHT – PART 3
#409 REMEMBERING SUSAN – PART 3
#411 HOW WE DON’T CARE – PART 2
#412 REMEMBERING SUSAN – PART 4
#413 SUSAN’S MEMORIAL – PART 1
#414 MY JOURNEY IN SIGHT – PART 4
#415 SUSAN’S MEMORIAL – PART 2
#417 I’M CRYING WHILE I’M DREAMING
#425 I STILL REMEMBER – PART 1
#426 LAUGHTER AND TEARS – PART 3
#427 MY JOURNEY IN SIGHT – PART 5
#428 YOU TRULY ARE MY BUTTERFLY
#431 ALL OF MY TEARS GAVE ME COMPASSION
#432 MY DOUBT IS SOMETHING I CANNOT DENY
#433 HOW IT FELT WHEN YOU WENT AWAY – PART 1
#434 HOW IT FELT WHEN YOU WENT AWAY – PART 2
#446 NO ORDINARY PRINCESS – PART 1
#447 NO ORDINARY PRINCESS – PART 2
#448 MY JOURNEY IN SIGHT – PART 6
#450 NO ORDINARY PRINCESS – PART 3
#456 MY JOURNEY IN SIGHT – PART 7
#457 MY JOURNEY IN SIGHT – PART 8
#458 MY JOURNEY IN SIGHT – PART 9
#460 ANGEL IN THE SKY – PART 2
#461 WITH ME WHEN I WAS BORN
#463 MY JOURNEY IN SIGHT – PART 10
#465 ONE DAY YOUR PAIN WILL GO AWAY – PART 3
#470 NO ORDINARY PRINCESS – PART 4
#472 ANGEL IN THE SKY – PART 2
#474 I STILL REMEMBER – PART 2
#476 IT MIGHT HAVE BEEN – PART 2
#480 MY JOURNEY IN SIGHT – PART 11
#481 I WISH SOMEHOW I COULD FLY
#482 I NEVER WANTED TO FLY ALONE
#483 I LET GO OF FEAR – PART 2
#490 BYE, BYE ZOMBIELAND-PART 2
#494 IT’S NOT FOREVER – PART 1
#495 ALABASTER SEASHELL – PART 2
#496 IT’S NOT FOREVER – PART 2
#497 IT’S NOT FOREVER – PART 3
#499 SOMEONE TO LOVE YOU – PART 1
#500 SOMEONE TO LOVE YOU – PART 2
#504 IT’S HARD TO IMAGINE, YOU COULD HEAL-PART 1
#505 IT’S HARD TO IMAGINE, YOU COULD HEAL-PART 2
#506 LET MY LIGHT SURROUND YOU
#507 ALABASTER SEASHELL – PART 3
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