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MY JOURNEY IN SIGHT – PART 1

Posted on January 12, 2014 by Judy

As my eye condition began to overwhelm me, it reminded me very much of grief. What I am sharing is an expression of complete vulnerability. I am honest and raw. Continue reading →

Tagged acknowledging grief, cataract surgery, cataract surgery complications, Cataracts when in fifties, changing your life, compassion, coping with grief, discouragement, dry eye syndrome, dry eyes, eye discomfort, eye issues, eye problems, eyesight adjustment, eyesight issues, gray divorce, grief, grief and optimism, GRIEF RELATED, guitar, having hope, HMO, hypnosis, Hypnotherapy, improvement, inner critic, inspiration, loss, music therapy, musical inspiration, optimism, Posterior Vitreous Detachment, releasing pain, self improvement, self-critical, self-love, staying hopeful, suppressing emotion, vitrectomy | 2 Comments

Crying inside accurately describes what happens when I hide my tears. I operate on that level more than I’d like to admit. I hide my pain, while inside I am screaming and crying. It has been quite difficult for me to release my feelings and very unhealthy. Continue reading →

Tagged "sandwich generation", acoustic guitar, cataract surgery complications, Cataracts when in fifties, changing your life, compassion, composing, composing music, creativity, eye issues, eyesight adjustment, eyesight issues, facing divorce, gray divorce, grief, GRIEF RELATED, guitar, hike in the city, hypnosis, Hypnotherapy, improvement, inspiration, instrumental music, loss, lyric development, lyric writing, lyrics, mother daughter relationship, Music, music healing, music therapy, musical inspiration, original songs, pillow and comfort, Posterior Vitreous Detachment, Princess and the Dragon, princess metaphors, releasing pain, self improvement, separation, singing, songwriting, stuff feelings, supressing emotiion, the princess and the dragon, the unknown, vitrectomy, writing | 2 Comments

SO LITTLE WAS REQUIRED

Posted on February 4, 2013 by Judy

Although it was sunny outside, I was in a dark place. It was difficult not to cry. My eyes were teary as I told her that once again I felt beaten down by life. It was harder for me to smile because my eyesight was bothering me terribly. Continue reading →

Tagged black and white linolium, blue voice and red voice, child's death, coping with divorce, creativity, death of a child, dementia, finding happiness, Friendship, grief, grief bereavement "Loss of a Child", GRIEF RELATED, hope, hopefulness, hypnosis, Hypnotherapy, inspiration, judgmental, loss, seeing things in black and white, separation, separation after a long marriage, separation and divorce, singing, songwriting, vocal techniques, voice lessons, writing | 2 Comments

HOW I LIVED WITHOUT YOU

Posted on January 29, 2011 by Judy

All this week, a melancholy feeling enveloped me as the melody to my song; “You Were There” kept looping in my head. Although I was in the process of recording another song, the music invaded my soul. However, my sadness wasn’t just about my mother’s situation. An “anniversary of the heart” was approaching. The date of Cheryl’s death was February 1st, and it would be two years since she died of breast cancer. The title for this post comes from my song “Just a Tune,” which I wrote for Cheryl. Continue reading →