Tag Archives: hope
Today it is 25 years since the horrible day when I saw my child dead on October 6, 1992. I will never forget that image or the trauma. But all these years later, I am peaceful. Continue reading →
One day, I found my dream again. Even though I have tears when I imagine the dream of how I wished my son had lived, I am grateful for my love for him. He fuels my heart with joy when I create the music that I love. Continue reading →
I believe everyone has his or her own lonely path to follow with grief. I consider it to be a lifelong journey that led me somewhere else; never back to the place I was in before it happened. I used to mourn that, but now I accept it. Continue reading →
Yesterday was Jason’s birthday. He only lived five years, but he remains forever in my heart. Continue reading →
I share an update of my experiences with online dating. Music still guides me as I go on new adventures! Continue reading →
I pride myself for being a heartfelt writer, but writing a profile on a dating site is far different than writing for my blog. Continue reading →
The lack of intimacy, of holding feelings inside, of feeling lonely while being in the same hotel room was all too familiar. Inside my head I was crying, while on the outside I continued to smile.
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The feelings brought up by this were familiar ones. I was never religious the way my mother wanted me to be and I felt badly that I disappointed her. The fact that she was gone didn’t change that.
Miriam held my hands and looked into my teary eyes and told me, “Judy, you were there for your mom while she was alive. Everyone at the nursing home was amazed by your love and devotion. Did you know they still remember you and always ask me how you are doing?” Continue reading →
I told my friend, “I feel like I need to run away from where I’m living, but I have no idea where to go!” Continue reading →
My new instrumental song was so soothing. I tried to imagine lyrics for it, but nothing formed. The music was so healing and expressed exactly how I felt. Continue reading →