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I WISH SOMEHOW I COULD FLY

Depression feels like a whirlpool that is hard to swim out of. I will not drown as long as I can breathe. It’s just very tiring. I once looked forward to speaking publicly and singing, but now it seems almost impossible. I want to “stay safe.” Continue reading

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IT MIGHT HAVE BEEN – PART 2

Initially, I wondered how I’d find a vibe for a song about falling in love that I wrote as a young 19-year-old girl. It has been at least 35 years since I’ve experienced romantic feelings. Continue reading

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WONDER WHY – PART 1

When I wrote my newest song “Wonder Why,” all I could think of was what my friend, Magda goes through on a daily basis because of MS. She is such a kind and loving person. I’m amazed at her faith in God, as well. Continue reading

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FOR THOSE WHO SUFFER

I am always honest with my songs. After my son died, I was certain I’d never sing again. Continue reading

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MY DOUBT IS SOMETHING I CANNOT DENY

My newest song is dedicated to many special people in my life. At this moment, I am praying for my friend, Magda G. who suffers dreadfully with multiple sclerosis and for Marilyn B. who is my inspiration as she fights multiple myeloma. Continue reading

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I WANT TO BELIEVE IN YOU

With the pain in my eyes, everything is harder for me. But I feel tremendous energy and purpose again and for that I am grateful. Continue reading

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HOPING

My most recent song composition touches me deeply. I have not yet written song lyrics for it, but I’m hoping to soon. Continue reading

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AS I MOURN

Life would always hold stress. Living in that place was not really living! My song was a gift to remind me of what was important in my life. Uncertainty, fear and disappointment evaporated because I knew I was blessed. What had changed was that I went to a different place, one of gratefulness and appreciation. Continue reading

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IT BECAME THE START

I’ve decided that today I want to write about another thing that has really made me happy. That would be my physical, self-image. My entire life I’ve struggled with my weight. Having children and gaining so much weight during my pregnancies (100 pounds with Jason), certainly was real. However, I have found it interesting to see younger pictures of myself where I wasn’t really that heavy. I tortured myself thinking that I was for most of my life.
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