Tag Archives: love

MY SHINING STAR-PART 2

One day, I found my dream again. Even though I have tears when I imagine the dream of how I wished my son had lived, I am grateful for my love for him. He fuels my heart with joy when I create the music that I love. Continue reading

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INSIGHT TIMER RECORDING

Tomorrow, my recording will be broadcast to the people who signed up for Insight Timer’s 365-Day Playlist (55,000 subscribers). It is a very exciting for me! Continue reading

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A LONG TIME AGO, I FELT HOPELESS

I believe everyone has his or her own lonely path to follow with grief. I consider it to be a lifelong journey that led me somewhere else; never back to the place I was in before it happened. I used to mourn that, but now I accept it. Continue reading

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EVERY SEASON – PART 3

Yesterday was Jason’s birthday. He only lived five years, but he remains forever in my heart. Continue reading

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MY FAIRYTALE LIFE

I named my post “My Fairytale Life” because it feels that way lately. On several occasions, I’ve had strangers come over to me and tell me I am shining and radiant with my big smile. Well – I love hearing that and have every reason to smile! Continue reading

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OPENING UP – PART 2

My journey has taken me to such wonderful places. I smile because I hear such beautiful music wherever I am!
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I’LL PRAY THAT YOU’RE SAFE AS YOU FLY AWAY

I share an update of my experiences with online dating. Music still guides me as I go on new adventures! Continue reading

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DON’T HURRY, TAKE IT SLOW

I pride myself for being a heartfelt writer, but writing a profile on a dating site is far different than writing for my blog. Continue reading

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AS YOU TRAVEL

The lack of intimacy, of holding feelings inside, of feeling lonely while being in the same hotel room was all too familiar. Inside my head I was crying, while on the outside I continued to smile.
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AMAZED AT WHERE I AM TODAY – PART 2

Healing is not objective – it’s really subjective and I’ve decided that I’m healed. Doctors told me, “It’s incurable and people never get better.” That’s what I’ve heard. If I want to, I can feel that I have dry eyes some days – I do. But I don’t go to that place. I go to the place that I’ve healed from the suffering and I have a life back. Same thing with grief. Continue reading

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