Tag Archives: GRIEF RELATED

AN ATTACHMENT FOREVER

I want to share the attachments of our love. She might be gone, but love never dies. I have learned that from Jason.

My story will follow later on, because the attachments are what tell the deeper story.

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THERE WAS HOPE FOR ME

I was the most “stuck” person, and the consummate caregiver. Honestly, I’ve been taking care of people for years and years. I’ve never expressed any of my feelings. I was appropriate, considerate, and I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders. When my parents lived with me, I was running on empty. For years, almost every single day after Jason died, I woke up wishing I never woke up again. Continue reading

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PERFECT DAUGHTER, I’M NOT

She has incrementally faded from my world, and that has left me bereft and lonely. Through my darkest hours, I always knew how much I could count on her wisdom to comfort me. I’ve said this many times, “No one in this world will ever love me as much as my mom.” Continue reading

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MUSIC, WRITING AND FRIENDSHIP

Although, I didn’t think I experienced any traumatic events in childhood, I knew I was very sensitive. However, when I was in the tenth grade, I met a friend that gripped my soul. It seems so trite now, but it wasn’t back then. I can easily conjure up the hurt. Continue reading

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